This entry is for Georgia and Johanna. Because I just read their blogs and realized it's been awhile myself. My last entry was December 21st. What a good time that was. I'm extremely sad that my last college break with all my friends is over. But overjoyed because it was so fuflilling and awesome in all ways.

I abandoned Chicagoland for two and a half weeks post New Years to study abroad in London and travel to Dublin. I absolutely loved it, as if I wouldn't. I am happy that I decided to go although I had to cash in a graduation present and put myself in debt. It was totally worth it. It also satisfied my college travel bug. I couldn't have done an entire semester. I was homesick after three weeks. I'm way to attached to all my friends and family and Joe. But I like it that way.

Almost a week into this semester and I can tell that it's going to be a good one. Compared to the past few semesters I have so much time on my hands I don't even know what to do. I know it'll get busier but bring it on cause I have finally have the time for it. Oh right, exluding that whole 'where the hell am I going to work post graduation and what do I want to do career wise with my life anyways???' thing. right.

I have my internship with the Chicago Auto Show next week. Which makes my resume happy and might even inspire me to find a direction in life. But I'm a tad nervous, but I guess nerves are a good thing. I have a teleconference at 5:00 and that makes me feel very adult.

Speaking of being adult. People need to stop getting engaged. I know I'm the last to talk but seriously. It makes me want to be engaged. Even though I really don't need to be engaged right now. Why does it feel like a competition? I get mad at myself everytime I think of it that way. But then I get impatient. For no reason other than society is making me. I need to think for myself. UGH.

Yikes, that made me sound bitchy. Let's keep that to ourselves. (any by ourselves I obviously mean Johanna, Georgia, roommates and the entire WWW)

I like where I am right now. At this moment. And I feel very childish but I want to stamp my feet and say "NO! Time you stand still. I like it here and I don't want to move forward." If only ...

I'm excited to HAVE a job I just don't want to go through the process of FINDING one.

Okay now I am just rambling and complaining. Letting it go ....

Till next time!