I officially don't like Rehab when I am the only patient ... :-( Jamie is in Floriday on vacation (Disney World DON'T get me started lol) grumble grumble parents robbing me of every child's God given right to a trip to Disney World .................

What? Oh right, anyways I've been alone in peoria for the past almost week. Except for a wonderful visit from my boyfriend this weekend. I love when he visits, it feels like we are living together. He makes me so unbelievably happy even when I feel awful. I can't wait until he's down in Peoria for school, I miss him too much when we are apart. Remind me to not ever choose to live apart from him unless I have a super good reason.

Not that this summer hasn't had it's perks, don't get me wrong. I did a lot of growing, some backtracking, but mostly growing. And I am really feeling that in the middle feeling. I feel like this year I'll be moving away from the Freshman/Sophomore college Mary and towards ... towards I'm not sure yet. But I can feel change in the winds and I am ready to accept whatever it brings. Being alone for a couple days has given me a chance to get caught up on some errands and things to do and given me time alone with my thoughts and I am feeling ready to tackle whatever obstacles and hoops these next few months have in store for me. At least at the moment I feel ready ...

My parents are taking my car away from me and letting my brother use it at home. He needs it more to commute to Triton. I'll survive but I am just beginning to realize what a difficult transition it's going to be ...

By the way I love when I rediscover Kelly Clarkson =-)

I have hijacked Jamie's room while she is gone mwahhahahahaha. It is simply unbearably HOT everywhere else in this house. Thank You Jamie :)

Okay time to watch Jamie's television and get some sleep ...

Sheila: mom just told me
Sheila: and all i said was well the 1st mistake of 20 years of life i think shes doin pretty good it made her laugh
Sheila: i stole a bike
Sheila: johnny has a party and drinks
Sheila: u were bond to make 1 mistake
Sheila: ITS OK
Sheila: smile and live ur life!



I am not a big fan of myself right now ... but at least this message managed to make me smile.

To Sara and Jamie's blurtys ....

ditto.

Holy Weekend Batman!!!

Greek Weekend was quite the success. I loved seeing everyone back in town, and now I can't wait to have every one back for good come the fall! This was an intensely fun dacquiri pool and love filled weekend :-)

Followed by a couple days of irresponsibility and a surprise trip to visit Joe. I'm such a good girlfriend it's ridiculous o=-) And modest too! But seriously I needed that. Plus i got to see Johanna and Caryn. An talking to Johanna led me to get nostalgic so I dragged all my photo albums back with me to Peoria.

I am in such a good mood recently :) I just love the people in my life and I don't even care about the cynics or people that don't love the people that I love. Fuck it, cuz you're only young once.

To be honest, I am wasted.

I cannot wait until this weekend. I left Theta Xi keg whilet i was still going, but I was tired. I was WAAAAAAAAAAY TOO tired. ANd it wae fantastic hanging out with the SAEs that I have missed so incredibily much. Ping Pong, Alex, Trevor, and others were here and I did ta;k to Ian on the phone ho is ovbously lame.

I FUCKINGLOOOOOOOOVE FUCKING REHAB 1607

aND SAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND KAPPA DELTA




























w0w I'm going to be called schwasted tonight

I LOVE MY FRIENDS~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm in a super good mood today, so I figure it's a good time to blog. As opposed to saving my writing for when I'm either drunk or depressed. I am in love with this summer. I'm not quite sure why. It's different than I expected yet some things are even better than I'd hoped. I think that my good mood just comes from being in a good place finally. I'm feeling responsible, will powered, healthy, and appreciative. I hope that this mentality sticks with me into the fall.

Speaking of the fall - Bring it on! I miss everyone. The rest of 1607 and groupies ... the men of SAE ... the girlfriends of SAE ... and Kappa Deltas. I have a really good feeling about Junior Year. And holy crap does even typing the words "Junior Year" freak me out!

I am an incredibly lucky girl despite all my ungratefulness sometimes ...

PS I miss all my friends from home
PPS I still miss Joe, I am impatient for the fall and being able to see him constantly. I just won't feel right until that happens ...
PPS Jamie and I are sooooo good at ordering Pizza Hut, let me tell you ... ;)

This weekend is confusing me more than anything else it turns out ...

I really want this summer to be over so I can dive right into the school year and hopefully with everyone back things will all go right ...