Sunday, April 30, 2006
Thursday, April 20, 2006
I'm celebrating the fact that I am done with my research paper by fucking around with a survey I stole from Katie G's MySpace :)
My 21 Firsts
1. Who was your first prom date? Jonathan Walters. Remember when I thought that I was in love with him? It's okay we can all laugh about it now ...
2. Who was your first roommate? Outside of my brother when we shared a room that would be JAMIE FUCKING FIEDLER. The best roommate I could ever ask for.
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? I got tipsy off of Red Wine in the chunnel station waiting to go from Paris back to London. Later that night hilarity ensued, it involved MANY shots of vokda.
4. What was your first job? Aarco American Insurance Agency, it was my second job too. Oh boy I was a slacker there.
5. What was your first car? The same one I drive now, except it had an inside door handle at the time.
6. When did you go to your first funeral? I really don't know, I guess it would have been my grandma when I was in second grade but I don't have memory of that one. The first one I remember was Nicole Amore's mom's. :(
8. Who was your first grade teacher? Oh my God I couldn't remember for a second, that is scary. It was Ms. Knorr.
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? New York in 8th grade.
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? I snuck out one late night to hang out with a mistake.
11. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them? Kristi, and no, not really. We're MySpace friends, does that count?
12. Where was your first sleepover? I'm sure it was probably at Kristi's. I remember the days of begging my mom to let me stay over there or for her to come over haha.
13. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? Joe, and he always manages to make me feel better, how does he do that?
14. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmade or a groomsmen? Well I was flower girl at my uncle John's, but more memorable was being a bridesmaid in my aunt Bridget's wedding :)
15. What is the first thing you do in the morning? Give Joe a hug and a kiss.
16. What was the first concert you ever went to? Spice Girls minus Ginger.
17. First tattoo or piercing? My only piercing would be my ears and I got those done in 2nd grade then redone in 7th.
18. First celebrity crush? probably JTT, ooh or Andrew Keegan. Oh the days of Teen Beat magazine. This survey is making me reminisce.
19. Age of first real kiss? Oh god, senior year of high school. I was 17. It was awful. I really hope he isn't reading this, I'll feel bad since he was my boyfriend for 2 months =-/
20. First crush? Hm, I'm not sure which was first. It was either Mike Zubik, Michael from down the block, or Eric Valez. I started my obsessive crushes early.
21. First TRUE lovee? Joseph Wysopal :)
My 21 Firsts
1. Who was your first prom date? Jonathan Walters. Remember when I thought that I was in love with him? It's okay we can all laugh about it now ...
2. Who was your first roommate? Outside of my brother when we shared a room that would be JAMIE FUCKING FIEDLER. The best roommate I could ever ask for.
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? I got tipsy off of Red Wine in the chunnel station waiting to go from Paris back to London. Later that night hilarity ensued, it involved MANY shots of vokda.
4. What was your first job? Aarco American Insurance Agency, it was my second job too. Oh boy I was a slacker there.
5. What was your first car? The same one I drive now, except it had an inside door handle at the time.
6. When did you go to your first funeral? I really don't know, I guess it would have been my grandma when I was in second grade but I don't have memory of that one. The first one I remember was Nicole Amore's mom's. :(
8. Who was your first grade teacher? Oh my God I couldn't remember for a second, that is scary. It was Ms. Knorr.
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? New York in 8th grade.
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? I snuck out one late night to hang out with a mistake.
11. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them? Kristi, and no, not really. We're MySpace friends, does that count?
12. Where was your first sleepover? I'm sure it was probably at Kristi's. I remember the days of begging my mom to let me stay over there or for her to come over haha.
13. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? Joe, and he always manages to make me feel better, how does he do that?
14. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmade or a groomsmen? Well I was flower girl at my uncle John's, but more memorable was being a bridesmaid in my aunt Bridget's wedding :)
15. What is the first thing you do in the morning? Give Joe a hug and a kiss.
16. What was the first concert you ever went to? Spice Girls minus Ginger.
17. First tattoo or piercing? My only piercing would be my ears and I got those done in 2nd grade then redone in 7th.
18. First celebrity crush? probably JTT, ooh or Andrew Keegan. Oh the days of Teen Beat magazine. This survey is making me reminisce.
19. Age of first real kiss? Oh god, senior year of high school. I was 17. It was awful. I really hope he isn't reading this, I'll feel bad since he was my boyfriend for 2 months =-/
20. First crush? Hm, I'm not sure which was first. It was either Mike Zubik, Michael from down the block, or Eric Valez. I started my obsessive crushes early.
21. First TRUE lovee? Joseph Wysopal :)
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
A random combo of leftover thoughts from a tired brain ...
I have no idea how I put things off until the last minute and then suceed. I am so fucking ridiculously blessed it is ridiculous. And I really take that for granted too often.
I take a lot of things for grated too often.
I've realized that my one regret from high school is going to haunt me forever, everytime something goes wrong in my life I seem to have a dream that recreates that sinking feeling in the pit of my stomache when everyone found out. And I regret my action more today than I did then. I guess that's a sign of growing up or something.
Is it sad that I still facebook/away message stalk past crushes even if they aren't on my buddy list anymore? I hope everyone does that ...
I am really looking forward to being home from may11th-June 1st and having nothing to do but catch up with friends from home. I miss them a lot. All of them.
We get to (finally) visit the house that we'll be living in next year (slash this summer for me and Jamie) tomorrow! I can't wait to see it again. We really only saw it for 20 minutes when we decided to rent it. I hope it's as awesome as I remember. It will be aweome regardless because of the kick ass girls that will be living inside of it of course.
My schedule for next semester kicks major ass. Only 12 hours, being a slacker once again, but this time it's not my fault, honestly! I could only take 4 classes! AND no class on Fridays! Hellz, bitches! :)
My life more or less rocks, someone remind me of that next time that I complain about anything, ever.
I have no idea how I put things off until the last minute and then suceed. I am so fucking ridiculously blessed it is ridiculous. And I really take that for granted too often.
I take a lot of things for grated too often.
I've realized that my one regret from high school is going to haunt me forever, everytime something goes wrong in my life I seem to have a dream that recreates that sinking feeling in the pit of my stomache when everyone found out. And I regret my action more today than I did then. I guess that's a sign of growing up or something.
Is it sad that I still facebook/away message stalk past crushes even if they aren't on my buddy list anymore? I hope everyone does that ...
I am really looking forward to being home from may11th-June 1st and having nothing to do but catch up with friends from home. I miss them a lot. All of them.
We get to (finally) visit the house that we'll be living in next year (slash this summer for me and Jamie) tomorrow! I can't wait to see it again. We really only saw it for 20 minutes when we decided to rent it. I hope it's as awesome as I remember. It will be aweome regardless because of the kick ass girls that will be living inside of it of course.
My schedule for next semester kicks major ass. Only 12 hours, being a slacker once again, but this time it's not my fault, honestly! I could only take 4 classes! AND no class on Fridays! Hellz, bitches! :)
My life more or less rocks, someone remind me of that next time that I complain about anything, ever.
Monday, April 17, 2006
I had a fucking terrifying dream last night, I won't even explain it because it might creep some people involved out. But it was a seriously deep seeded multi meaning dream about stuff in my life right now. And it mirrored the horrible feeling in the pit of my stomache I had in my high school when I made that really infamously bad decision. ah, I have to stop talking about it. When I woke up this morning I seriously felt sick to my stomache.
Anyways, BEFORE that dream I was actually feeling quite content. I was really happy surprising my family on Easter, and I got to see Maria, and I saw Johanna and Chris the other night. And I'm just feeling very over all happy minus school projects but I'm not even going to talk about those.
There are only two things I wish I could change right now: The 12-15 pg research paper I have due on Thursday and the Press Kit I have due next Tuesday. And also I would have someone tell me that everything will be okay. I think it will be but I wish some all knowing being could tell me that it definitely will be.
Okay I NEED to spend every minute before Thursday working on this god damn Paper!
Anyways, BEFORE that dream I was actually feeling quite content. I was really happy surprising my family on Easter, and I got to see Maria, and I saw Johanna and Chris the other night. And I'm just feeling very over all happy minus school projects but I'm not even going to talk about those.
There are only two things I wish I could change right now: The 12-15 pg research paper I have due on Thursday and the Press Kit I have due next Tuesday. And also I would have someone tell me that everything will be okay. I think it will be but I wish some all knowing being could tell me that it definitely will be.
Okay I NEED to spend every minute before Thursday working on this god damn Paper!
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
I pretty much don't even have the words to describe how amazing formal was. Just thinking about Saturday night makes me smile. I can't even help it. I just turn into a grinning fool. So since words can't explain it, I won't try. Suffice it to say I love the men of SAE! Especially Joe of course ;)
Everything in my life is just making me feel so blessed right now. I have amazing friends and I'm so glad that I've been hanging out with them this semester. I have a great family that I actually do miss while I'm at school. And I have friends from home that I miss a shit load when I stop to think about how long it's been since we've talked, but even that I'm lucky for in a way. Last week I kicked it into high gear and spend more hours in the library than I've probably spend combined freshman year. And now it's time to dive right back in.
I have so many tests, quizzes, papers and projects due within the next two weeks, I can't even count. It makes me want to cry to honestly think about how I'm going to get it all done. Luckily my PR teacher was a saving grace and moved our press kit back a week.
The only thing somewhat bringing me down right now is school and career issues. I know that I should be striving for an internship or at the very least a more high paying job than what I'll be working on Bradley's campus. But the Bradley job just sort of happened and it's so convenient that I took it. Now I'm getting hesitant. It's only $6.50 an hour. But it's constant hours 10-3 M-F. It's late enough that i can sleep in a bit, and early enough that I can work at 5-9 shift at Hallmark. But what if I could be making more at a job offering more PR experience. And part of me really just wants to settle for the Bradley job. But damnit I just don't know what to do. I know that I really want to do PR when I graduate, but I really need to kick it into gear and get some motivation and experience or else I'm never going to succeed.
Okay now that I just lectured myself ...
I am really really really looking forward to the summer. Jamie and I becoming Peoria townies. Just working, saving money, chilling, and perhaps *occasionally* partying. Plus moving into our house and just ... ah, it makes me want to skip all of April and May. Okay, I need to stop procrastinating on the mountain of school work awaiting me.
Till next time ...
Everything in my life is just making me feel so blessed right now. I have amazing friends and I'm so glad that I've been hanging out with them this semester. I have a great family that I actually do miss while I'm at school. And I have friends from home that I miss a shit load when I stop to think about how long it's been since we've talked, but even that I'm lucky for in a way. Last week I kicked it into high gear and spend more hours in the library than I've probably spend combined freshman year. And now it's time to dive right back in.
I have so many tests, quizzes, papers and projects due within the next two weeks, I can't even count. It makes me want to cry to honestly think about how I'm going to get it all done. Luckily my PR teacher was a saving grace and moved our press kit back a week.
The only thing somewhat bringing me down right now is school and career issues. I know that I should be striving for an internship or at the very least a more high paying job than what I'll be working on Bradley's campus. But the Bradley job just sort of happened and it's so convenient that I took it. Now I'm getting hesitant. It's only $6.50 an hour. But it's constant hours 10-3 M-F. It's late enough that i can sleep in a bit, and early enough that I can work at 5-9 shift at Hallmark. But what if I could be making more at a job offering more PR experience. And part of me really just wants to settle for the Bradley job. But damnit I just don't know what to do. I know that I really want to do PR when I graduate, but I really need to kick it into gear and get some motivation and experience or else I'm never going to succeed.
Okay now that I just lectured myself ...
I am really really really looking forward to the summer. Jamie and I becoming Peoria townies. Just working, saving money, chilling, and perhaps *occasionally* partying. Plus moving into our house and just ... ah, it makes me want to skip all of April and May. Okay, I need to stop procrastinating on the mountain of school work awaiting me.
Till next time ...
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