I've decided that I don't like being home anymore.

My Secrets: (By inspiration of the PostSecret book, which you should all purchase) And also because I like attention. Even though these aren't anonomous and really defeats the purpose.



I wish everyone could feel the way that I do when I'm with him. I hope that everyone will someday...


He was the most destructive choices I have made.
But I didn't truly regret him until this year.


I don't regret anything about my first semester at college. I had fun.


I believe in God. I wish that I was a better example for my friends who don't.


I'm dissapointed that I felt something when I saw him, even if it was only disgust.


I'm looking forward to my wedding so that I can make a guest list and invite all my friends.


I love college. But I miss some of my high school friends. Or at least how close we used to be.

I think that I am getting prettier.

http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

I'm a sucker ...

When you go to your facebook profile, who are the last 10 people who have commented on your wall? (If someone has commented more than once, skip over them to the next person)

From top to bottom:
1. Denise
2. Laura
3. Mary Rehor
4. Nicole Amore
5. Smedly
6. Johanna
7. Teresa Simpkin
8. Sarah Kulikowski
9. Aurora
10. Megan Mussleman

* Have you ever been in a relationship with No. 3?- Only a beautiful friendship of 13 years.
* Describe 7 in one word.- Sweetheart!
* What's the best memory you have of No. 2?- Oh my, I'll just give a general answer of Power Hours. I love this girl soo much!
* How did you meet No. 1?- Smu dragged her into my room on study day first semester freshman year. We took the infamous "I'm sooooo WASTED in that picture!" picture. We had a drunken random night together and that was the beginning of our infamous partnership! ;) haha
* When was the last time you saw No. 6?- Yesterday!!! YAY! and hopefully I will see her many many more times before she goes back to school!
* How do you feel about No. 10?- She is the coolest! I wish I hung out with her more in high school. But seriously she is the shit and we need to hang out more at Bradley!
* What was No. 4's comment about?- About possibly hanging out over break. which would rock as I haven't seen her since ummm Freshman year of high school maybe?
* What don't you like about No.5?- He is a flamingo. I mean come on ... you know those flamingos ... teehee
* Have you met No. 9's family?- Not her real family. But I'm part of her G9 family!!!
* Did you comment back No. 3? What was it about?- Nope, cuz I suck haha. I should tell her that we will FOR SURE hang out over break!
* What color looks best on No. 7?- um, I dunno. Green?
* Is No. 1 in a relationship? If so, with who?- haha yes she is. With one Daniel "Bug" Gardner
* What song reminds you of No. 10?- hmm ... The fenwick fight song! ;) hahaha
* What would you change about No. 6?- Make her completely healthy all the time :(
* Does No. 5 tell you juicy secrets? Do you keep them?- I don't know about juicy. But if he would tell me something I would definitely keep it.
* Tell us something wonderful about No. 8.- She is the SWEETEST!!! Her smile is infectious. I loved meeting her during rush, and I love her even more now.
* Does No. 9 make you laugh?- Surely! Whenever we reminisce about our floor last year
* Name one great quality about No. 4.- She is incredibly friendly and fun. A lot like me, and duh of course THAT is a great quality. At least, she was all of those things 5 years ago. I'm sure she still is. I NEED TO HANG OUT WITH HER SOON!!!
* Is there anyone who has commented you that you don't want to comment you anymore? Nope!
* Anyone you wish would leave you a comment?- Maybe my boyfriend?
* Which of the 10 people who have currently commented you do you think leaves the best comments? I love ANY comments! They make me smile!

I can't believe I just filled that in.

One final thought:

I HATE THE DISNEY STORE!!!

That is all ...

I don't want to go to work. I'm scheduled 8pm-12pm at the Disney Store. This blows. I hate the Disney Store. I'm definitely not working there over summer. I don't even want to work there over winter break! grrr ......

Wow. I used to update this thing religiously. My life is become less blog-centered. I suppose that is a healthy thing.

But now it's Christmas break and no one is home yet. So here's an update, for whatever it will be worth ...

Break so far has consisted of cleaning my room (because for some reason whenever I return I am unsatisfied with however I last organized things). Working at Stewart Communications today and tomorrow. And seeing the family. And Joe last night.

So recently I've realized that I am looking forward to the rest of my life. I mean, college is treating me AMAZING, and I certainly don't want it to end now. But past that, I'm really looking forward to settling into my life. A husband. A job in a PR firm. A family. I want all that stuff.

This christmas break should be very interesting. I honestly don't even know what to expect.

I hate the disney store, I am first scheduled Saturday from 8pm-12pm. How much does that BLOW!!! It's the twilight shift. I get to restock all night. I hate the Disney Store. I miss my Hallmark already.

I still have to see Chronicles of Narnia!

And Brokeback Mountain.

I feel like I should have more to say. But I can't think of anything. Thus ends this entry.

All the bad/dramafull stuff in my life doesn't seem as important as the bad/dramafull stuff that used to be in my life. Maybe that's why I haven't posted lately.

I hate when things start to go wrong around me, and I can't fix it. Especially when I inherently WANT to make everything better. Alas, I can't control other people's lives. I'd probably royally screw people up if I had that sort of power.

Then I feel guilty or something because MY life has been going pretty damn spectacular recently. And I am so so thankful for that.

Sorry if I didn't make any sense.

1. Ever been given a ring? Hm, my parents paid for my class ring which I still wear, does that count?
2. Longest relationship? I'm in it. Nearing on 10 months
3. Last gift you received: My paddle from Brittany at big sis appreciation :D
4. How many times have you dropped your cell? Don't ask. That's a sensitive subject. But at least it's in one piece NOW
5. Last sport you played? umm, who knows. Clearly it's been a while.
6. Things you spend a lot of money on? Food, alcohol, Food. I have a spending problem.
7. Three things you ate last? A cough drop, Cheese Pizza @ Avantis, and bread at Avantis mmmm
8. Favorite Book? Harry Potter, LOTR, Chronicles of Narnia, among others
9. One favorite song: The RENT Soundtrack!!!
10. Where do you live? Peoria! Oh the sights and .... smells. um yeah ...
11. High school you attended: Fenwick Pride! yeah so what, I was obsessed. What?
12. Cell phone service provider: US Cellular for now ...
13. Favorite mall store: I only go the the mall when I'm working.
14. Longest Job held: I guess that would be Aarco, although I wouldn't say that I held it so much. I went there from time to time though ...
15. Do you own a pair of dice? Nope. But funny story about Jamie's pair ...
16. Do you prank call people? Nope, I drunk call people but that's another story
17. Last wedding attended: Bridget and Mark's, my freshman year of high school? I think.
18. First friend you'd call if you won the lottery: Why would I be calling people? I'd be SHOPPING! hah
19. Last time you attended church: Last Sunday at home over Thanksgiving.
20. Favorite fast food restaurant: Panera!
21. Where do you work: Kirlin's Hallmark @ Grand Prarie and The Disney Store @ Oakbrook
22. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends: Cheddars!
23. Can you cook? hahahah um, not much
24. What car do you drive? A white '92 toyota corrola when it wants to start, which is not too often :(
25. Best kisser? Joe O:-)
26. Last time you cried? I can't remember, sometime within the last month I know.
27. Most hated food: I'm a simple eater, there are a lot of foods I hate.
28. Thing you like most about yourself: My understanding/tolerant personality.
29. Person(s) you want to do in a bad way? I am gonna need a definition of which type of 'do' we are talking about ...
30. Longest work shift worked? 8 hours day after Thanksgiving. Or some days this summer from 9-6 downtown.
31. Favorite Movie? at the moment, RENT!
32. Last concert attended: ILL NIÑO!!!! (How the heck did I get there??? lol Jamie)
33. Last movie rented: I don't rent movies anymore.
34. Favorite Alcoholic drink: Sex on the Beach. Or Vanilla Vodka and Diet Coke
35. Things you never leave home without: My cell phone